Enlighten me...*^_^*

Someone's article enlightening me... ...

To have a BeAuTiFuL MinD...

LOVE is The REASON

Yearning to be fallen in love

I know a new friend recently... 33 years old, look sweet, social, work as a cosmetic promoter next to my daddy shop. She is unhappy... and drunk herself every night after work... Dont willing to stay at home and saying that her husband and his mother treated her badly... She talked bout how she changed after her marriage... Saying that she is being someone she is not used to be before she married... how she made many many friends to chase away her loneliness that her husband left to her... I wanna tell her drinking is bad for her health and those friends she made only some more drinker ...gangsters... all of them are not so important to her... And she shouldnt go out so oftenly ... should stay at home to look after her children and her husband... But when she told me that her husband want her to become someone she is not... being stringy to her... n even screamed and scolded at her... I hold back all of the words...Her husband doesnt like her anymore... Or maybe he never liked her... I couldnt help her... Like i couldnt help myself... ... When these things coming out of my mind... I started to doubt bout fate... destiny... and asking question like "Is there true love that never change...n last forever...?" Despair... ... Maybe im just a little child... timid and stupid enough...yet yearning to be fallen in love... yearning to have someone who dotes on me to be by my side... Arh...Ridiculous dream!

I dont have those hazel eyes... ...

I dont have those hazel eyes... .... So, you can still see my tears from my eyes... Drop by drop fallen onto my pillow case and wet it. I dont want to talk bout how my heart-broke... Nothing can claim.... Nothing stay the same... Nothing can be saved... All is my bu4 zi4 liang4 li4 to be blamed I so regret i cried my eyes swollen.... Add on ugly to my ugly face some more... Ppl might ask "U think u not enuf ugly arh..." Fortunately, i slept around 3am n wake up 9am... And... The sun still rises...

A new song that i like... ... "Behind these Hazel Eyes..."

"Behind These Hazel Eyes"

Seems like just yesterday

You were a part of me

I used to stand so tall

I used to be so strong

Your arms around me tight

Everything, it felt so right

Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong

Now I can't breathe

No, I can't sleep

I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up, deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything

Opened up and let you in

You made me feel alright

For once in my life

Now all that's left of me

Is what I pretend to be

So together, but so broken up inside

'Cause I can't breathe

No, I can't sleep

I'm barely hangin' on

Swallow me then spit me out

For hating you, I blame myself

Seeing you it kills me now

No, I don't cry on the outside

Anymore...

Sure u'll sing along when the radio playing this song....(: So popular these days....

"...you wont get to see the tears i cried...Behind these hazel eyes..." All of us gotta be strong... Cannot be a crybaby... huh!!(:

I like another song by Kelly Clarkson too.......

It sounds like this...

I"ll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly...

I'll do what it takes till i touch the sky...

Make a wish...Take a chance..

Make a change, and breakaway...

Out of the darkness and into the sun...

But i wont forget all the ones that i love..

I'll take a risk, take a chance...

Make a change, and breakawy....

Hehe... I'm gonna make a wish....make a change....and Breakaway...(:

Wish u hv a happy day today...